Fuhh..

Getting busy and busier..But i dont think im that busy oso..Time seems to slip by me and i cant have them as much as i want.. I keep on procrastinating and stays at my own dream world. I never thought that i have social problem but now i think i have.. I cant talk to those i juz met and they are not friendly plus i have communication problem with them since my korean is so so...i cant express myself well and they cant understand me..

The same goes to my chem lab group. Im a foreigner and the guys shld take care of the gals but they totally ignore me. Ok.. fine since it's the 1st time we met so i can understand that u guys are shy so maybe we'll get better next time. But it's still the same and they did not exchange phone no. with me. Im the 1 who asked for their number and that guy seemed like he don't want to give me. Im not gonna send any weird msg to u o call u to pee at midnight...

I cant understand calculus although i went to the english class.. Attending basic maths too make no big difference coz our level is different..Looks like i have to take some drastic action since im totally don't know what the professor is talking bout each class.. Chem is like u go there and write your name then u can do your own things...U can sleep too but don't let him see u sleep or else your attendance will be cancel..

Then there's another class that u will fall asleep...chem theory class for my major..we have been to the class for 8 times but he's still talking bout the history of the school and our department.. I slept a few times in his class ady...Physics ia still ok since there's no quiz yet.. We can copy answer for homework and for online assignments.. English class is the most relaxing class.. I prefer english class than other subject although i dislike english back then..

I think im gonna fail my chem lab coz of the quality of my report.. If i still getting the same low marks i'll have to retake it next sem..Maybe im not hardworking enough and so im getting the low marks...so i have take some action so that i will be more hardworking from now on but the lazy cells are spread all over my body and it's not easy to destroy it...HUH...

Less dramas and less sleep from now onwards...Im getting lots and lots present now on my face...huh... less sleep resulting more pimples...plus stress...Maybe i chose the wrong path back then..language is more suitable than this. Since im already in it, i have to work harder.. Gonna conquer calculus one day...